You’re doing okay tonight, consuming yourself with what’s ahead. By ahead, I mean studying. You’re doing a lot of studying. And that’s going pretty good. And you’re doing one of those 30-day challenges and now you’re on day 3.
So yeah, you miss him.
But right now you’re moving forward, acting as if you already walked away; that way you’ll feel better. And you do feel better.
Just keep taking those steps right now. This is going to be a long time this time. You really aren’t going to say shit this time. And yes, he is going to miss you and yes, he is going to feel like an idiot.
Hey, you no longer make the first move. You don’t do that anymore.
So be patient. And leave that boy alone. He’s gonna learn.