You miss him right now.
But you also really hate him.
You cannot watch tv shows or read books or just about anything that has to do with friends who like each other like that. And you start to think about him and those friends of his. And it starts to bother you and you think about him about him and S. And then you start to hate him. And you hate the thought of a ll this. And all this paranoia and hating and why doesn’t he love you? Why? And damn it, he;s a fucking idiot.
Yes, this time of no talking will really be dragged out.
Live like you’ve already left, like you’ve already left.