Two Months: Night 10

And he never said anything back to you.

You want to say you’re indifferent, but you feel a little mad and resentful inside. Plus, you’re also thinking he’s talking to them while he’s not talking to you, so that makes you jealous and upset inside.

On the good side of things though, you have a lot of other things going for you. So focus on that. You know, exercising and studying. Transferring, graduating, all that. Maybe get another haircut. Just focus on things that make you happy.

For now, just forget about him. Stop wasting your tears. Move on, he’ll figure out how to catch up.

Also, just a note to self: Stop fucking looking them up. It only makes you feel bad. And it does you no good.

Keep to yourself now. Give him a chance to fucking miss you.

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