You’re okay right now.
He didn’t come to class today and you didn’t really care too hard. I mean, you did look for him a little afterward, but you didn’t really feel too worried about him like you sometimes do. So you bought a candy bar a little after.
And the day’s going pretty good. You don’t feel mad, although you’ll admit there is some jealousy, some resentment inside somewhere, you don’t feel any other emotion other than calm. Today’s been good.