I know you’re lost and confused. And that sadness is becoming heavy in your throat. And you just keep running your mouth on this blog because the words can pour out. But it’ll get better. I promise. You remember all your other sad times when you were younger. Those tears became laughs. You look back and smile at all that.
So don’t let this get you down. Other mountains, mountains with more than amazing views, will be climbed.This was just your first. And even though it feels stupid now, climbing down that mountain alone, you regret nothing.You loved and you were loved. But it didn’t work out. Because you were untrusting of him and he wasn’t trustworthy. So what’s there to go back for? Nothing.
And you can have friendship if you want. But maybe not right now. Can you really accept all those lies? No, they hurt you. He didn’t respect how you felt.
So right now, don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happened. Because even though he was a liar, for a while there, he was your everything. And for a while there, he was amazing and even that sounds like an understatement.
It’s going to be alright now. Just keep going and eventually, you’ll run into someone incredible that’s everything and nothing like him. And you’ll feel so much better.
For now though, one step at a time.
The old you