And then you saw more. Because you were still curious. Mad and curious, perhaps the worse combination, guaranteed to disappoint yourself. Because yet again, it went deeper than you imagined. You’re kind of afraid to look any deeper. Lines have long been crossed. Promises you didn’t even know were broken were shattered a long time ago. You trusted that motherfucker. And now you don’t want to believe what you just saw. Yeah, you just saw some shit you don’t even want to believe. You’re in shock.