Still Day Three: Angry as a Motherfucker

So you were hoping you’d forgive each other come Monday and you could skip to friendship, but being the person you are, you were too curious. And you saw something you didn’t like. And you pieced the fuck out of that puzzle. And now you know, you two can’t ever be friends. Not with what you just saw. And you’re fucking angry right now.

You decided you won’t love that boy anymore. You’re just so angry and beat up that you don’t think you should. And so you you do the grown up thing and try to ignore the fuck out of it, regardless of that voice mail you just left him, saying you needed to talk. No. There will be no talk. There will be no friendship. There will be no you and him, casually being friends on Fridays. He just ruined it by crossing that line he wasn’t supposed to cross. You’re done. You’re done. So stop now. Breathe and let his being in your mind evaporate. He doesn’t deserve the space you reserved for him in your heart.

I hope you don’t grow cold. I just hope you remember that he’s not there anymore. Just remember you don’t ever allow that shit. He crossed that line. And from there, there’s no looking back. Not when he didn’t. He no longer exist to you. You don’t see him at all. You hope he ends up hurting. So fuck him.

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